I'm so glad you made time to see me.
How's life? Tell me how's your family.
I haven't seen them in a while.
You've been good, busier than ever,
We small talk, work and the weather,
Your guard is up and I know why.
Because the last time you saw me
Is still burned in the back of your mind.
You gave me roses and I left them there to die.
These days I haven't been sleeping,
Staying up, playing back myself leavin'.
When your birthday passed and I didn't call.
And I think about summer, all the beautiful times,
I watched you laughing from the passenger side.
Realized that I loved you in the fall.
And then the cold came, the dark days when fear crept into my mind
You gave me all your love and all I gave you was "Goodbye".
So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you saying, "I'm sorry for that night."
And I go back to December all the time.
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you,
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine.
I'd go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time.
I miss your tanned skin, your sweet smile,
So good to me, so right
And how you held me in your arms that September night --
The first time you ever saw me cry.
Maybe this is wishful thinking,
Probably mindless dreaming,
But if we loved again, I swear I'd love you right.
I'd go back in time and change it but I can't.
So if the chain is on your door I understand.
But this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you saying, "I'm sorry for that night."
And I go back to December...
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you,
Wishing I'd realize what I had when you were mine.
I'd go back to December, turn around and make it all right.
I'd go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time.
All the time..
Lagu ni untuk u.. Kalau ada u baca blog i.. Memang i nak turn back time & stay with u malam tu. I don't care about pride ke apa ke. I just nak u. I tak kisah kalau u tak nak i ada dengan u macam dulu, kalau u nak i duduk cheras. It's ok. Just i nak u.
I can't help feeling like u dah tak nak teruskan hubungan kita. Tapi kalaupun u tak nak teruskan, bagitau i yang u dah tak nak. I akan cuba terima keputusan u. Its's not easy, tapi sekrang2nya u bagitau i that u nak withdraw.
Even macam tu, i nak peluang teruskan relationship ni dengan u. Dalam hati i tak ada tempat untuk orang lain. Dah penuh dengan u.
Please come back, b. U sorang je yang i nak. U je. Maafkan i..
Love may take long, but always brings a place of belonging. Be patient, cherish the path. No rush; for heart will know it's home. Learn believing in perfect moment, unveil all pain found in waiting has its magnificent, wonderful purpose. In time, step into love for right reasons with right person. Time comes, love earned is worth the wait, tears & pain. As if it's never waited.
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- missnoperfect
- KL+UPM, Silver State., Malaysia
- This is like my electronic diary. I write what I feel. I write when I'm sad, angry, upset. I whine, I mourn, I curse, I cry here. If you don't like it, or you just want to know how pathetic my life is and use it against me, DON'T read.
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