Talk about Drugs

"If you ever leave me, baby
Leave some morphine at my door
Cos it will take a whole lot of medication
To realise what we used to have
We don't have it anymore"

I too, will need medications to ever forget whatever we had for so long... Hell, it will be on my mind as long as I breathe. The most adventurous relationship I've been in, my whole life.

I have no place to live, I have no shoulder to lie on. If you remember where did I ask you to send me..

I won't go to the place you want me to. I can't. Not in this condition. I have nothing. I have nobody. I thought I had you, but I forgot that our relationship is too fragile.

But honey, I never wanted this thing to happen. I know you' re offended. And I'm sorry for that. I was really disappointed by what you said. I need to fix t
I thought you were going to really stop me from going, but I was wrong. You were never that type. And I thought I could get your attention by throwing those words at you.. But, boy was I wrong. I was pushing you away farther.

And I know how wrong I was.

And I know I need to control my feelings & emotions, so I won't end up screaming at you with harsh words again.

But believe me, I'm truly sorry.

From the last text that I sent to you, I want you to know that I meant every word I said.

If you feel like there's still hope for us, I'll be waiting for you. Somewhere. But I won't be in Damai Bakti 4.

But somewhere, with or without drugs, I will be waiting. For my one and only.