I'm sorry. That's pretty much I can say. I don't think we can ever be together again. Things are just so messed up between us that I don't see any chances for us to finish what we have started.
Do you think so?
Let's see. There are so many things that we've done to each other and there are also many things that we keep to ourselves. They bottled up into rages & grudges. You told me that yourself.
How can we forget everything that has happened? Its never going to ever be the same again. There's too much blood in the relationship.
And though I still have some feelings for you, I don't see any possibilities that we are going to be happy together. Ever.
If you think otherwise, prove me wrong.
Because I can't see anything promising for us.
No hope.
No guarantee.
No beautiful colours.
The reason I've been treating you so bad is that I want you to hate me. Please, hate me with all your heart. Hate me with every cell in you. Because I can't tell you that I'm no longer yours & break your heart, over & over. I can't do it.
Please, hate me.
Let's move on with lives and return to each other if God wills it.
Actng Mets
- missnoperfect
- KL+UPM, Silver State., Malaysia
- This is like my electronic diary. I write what I feel. I write when I'm sad, angry, upset. I whine, I mourn, I curse, I cry here. If you don't like it, or you just want to know how pathetic my life is and use it against me, DON'T read.
