OK, here goes. Nak pergi pick you up @Sentral, tapi minyak habis kat tengah2 jalan. I pergi masuk Chow Kit, tapi tak sempat sampai kat Shell yang ada kat situ. So I walked to the station and beli minyak masuk tong. You called, and I taknak bagitau you yang minyak kereta habis and I tengah nak refuel balik. Sebabnya? I taknak susahkan you pergi balik belikan minyak etc. I tak tau yang you nak pergi Pertama Complex and that kedai yang you nak pergi tu tutup awal. The second time you called, you dah marah2 tanya pasal apa lambat etc. Bila I sampai Sentral, you masuk2 kereta je terus nak marah2 I. Kenapa I tak bagitau you awal2? Susah sangat ke nak bagitau kereta habis minyak?
Sebenarnya memanglah tak susah, cuma I just tak nak you kehulu kehilir sebab kecik je. Salah I, sebab I tak isi minyak semalam, even 10rm pun should be enough nak amik you & pergi Pertama. Tapi I nak save duit, that's why I tak nak withdraw duit dari bank. Duit yang ada tu I nak guna masa emergency dah tak ada duit sangat2 nanti, at least ada back-up. I tak boleh nak bagitau you yang I nak simpan duit tu, nanti you marah, kata I tak nak bantu you ke apa ke nanti.
I tak nak susahkan you tadi. Sebabnya? I dah susahkan you in terms of money, so I tak nak susahkan you in terms of your energy. Tapi bila you kata I tak payah mintak duit makan, duit belanja kat you kalau betul I taknak susahkan you, I betul2 rasa macam I ni mintak sedekah kat you, even untuk isi minyak je. I tak mintak banyak pun, just duit untuk fuel je. Takkan itu pun too much? I bukannya mintak 100rm seminggu, untuk buat belanja. I mintak duit buat isi minyak je. Kalau nak diikutkan, seingat I, you kata I tak payah kerja, biar you je tanggung I. So this is you supporting me. Tapi kenapa you cakap macam tu? Seolah2 I bebankan you sangat2. I tak ada mintak pun duit untuk beli buku ke apa ke, let alone mintak duit untuk shopping. Sebab I tak nak susahkan you.
Salah ke kalau I selesaikan sendiri masalah, I just nak you tunggu je sampai I settle. Salah ke? Why didn't you tell me you were going to a place that closes at 8.30pm (wtf?) in the first place? I mengaku, salah I, sebab tak bagitau you awal2. Tapi if I'd known, of course I dah bagitau you awal2.
I'm sorry. Tapi kedai tu boleh pergi lagi esok lusa kan? Janganlah bitter sangat over a stupid shop with a stupid owner who closes at 8.30pm. OK? OK?
Love may take long, but always brings a place of belonging. Be patient, cherish the path. No rush; for heart will know it's home. Learn believing in perfect moment, unveil all pain found in waiting has its magnificent, wonderful purpose. In time, step into love for right reasons with right person. Time comes, love earned is worth the wait, tears & pain. As if it's never waited.
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- KL+UPM, Silver State., Malaysia
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Sunday, February 27, 2011
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