Morphine and Knees

If you ever leave me baby, Leave some morphine at my door
‘Cause it would take a whole lot of medication to realize what we used to have,
We don’t have it anymore.

There’s no religion that could save me,
No matter how long my knees are on the floor
So keep in mind all the sacrifices I’m makin’, Will keep you by my side
Will keep you from walkin’ out the door.

Cause there’ll be no sunlight, if I lose you, baby
There’ll be no clear skies, if I lose you, baby
Just like the clouds
My eyes will do the same, if you walk away, Everyday it will rain, rain, rain...

I’ll never be your mother’s favorite, Your daddy can’t even look me in the eye
Oooh if I was in their shoes, I’d be doing the same thing
Sayin there goes my little girl, Walkin’ with that troublesome guy

But they’re just afraid of something they can’t understand

Oooh well little darlin’ watch me change their minds
Yeah for you I’ll try I’ll try I’ll try I’ll try
I’ll pick up these broken pieces ’til I’m bleeding, If that’ll make you mine

Don’t just say, goodbye, Don’t just say, goodbye
I’ll pick up these broken pieces ’til I’m bleeding, If that’ll make it right

Cause there’ll be no sunlight, If I lose you, baby
There’ll be no clear skies, If I lose you, baby
Just like the clouds, My eyes will do the same if you walk away
Everyday it will rain, rain, rain...

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You laid next to me, pull me close to your chest. You played this song from the phone and asked me to listen to it. I didn't care about this song much, didn't have the urge to know more about it. But when you played the song, and you tell me to leave some morphine if I ever want to leave you, I started to listen to bits of words and... it's beautiful.

And I started to look for this song to download and it really is, beautiful. How a man is willing to do anything for his girl.

You kept on singing along with the song on phone, I felt sincerity in your heart for me - and this relationship that we're having.

Thank you. You came at the right time. I found the thing that I've been looking for. I haven't fall in love with you yet. But I know, you're the right person.

God willing, in time, step into love for the right reasons with the right person. When the time comes, love that you earn is worth the wait, tears & pain. As if it's never waited.

I thank God, thank God a lot for sending you to be next to me. Someone whom I need. Someone who'll love me with all your heart.

Thank you.